The Reason is ‘You’

You’re the reason for the tears I desperately try to hide from my pillows. You’re the reason I hug my pillow so tight and put one leg over it. You’re the reason I sleep in an uncomfortable position. You’re the reason I’m hurting. You frustrate me. You’re irresistible. You ignore[…]

Dear Diary, I’ve learned

Our old wounds teach us something. They remind us where we’ve been and what we’ve overcome. They teach us lessons about what to avoid in the future. That’s what we like to think. But that’s not the way it is, isn’t it? Some things, we just have to learn over[…]

I G(i)ave Up

It’s a chilly night out. I’ll get to confessing the unvarnished truth of my struggle. I gave up. I gave up at one point. Or at the very least, because you are reading this, I was so close to giving up. Drinking all alone at night, watching movies trying to[…]

The Last Minute NO and My Frustration

Don’t you just love it when your friends remember you when they come across something on the internet? I know I do. I love it when friends tag me to comment on how I’d probably love whatever it is that they found on the internet. It is also particularly funny[…]